My world had just collapsed.

Just went to Prof M's office for consultation on my lousy mid term result.

After coming out of his office, my entire world collapsed. Pior to meeting him, Andrew told me to take it easy abt results. His point was that not much changes could be made to push to a 2nd Upper, so rather than pushing urself so hard, just relax and graduate. I understand his point totally. For me to push to 2nd Upper means that every sem must score all As. Its not an impossible thing to do, but it will be tough.

That's y I'm been pushing myself hard. Now it seems that all these efforts doesn't mean anything, and all this efforts will just go down the drain and be washed away.

Upon leaving his office to the library, my heart sunk rock bottom. "U try and U try and U'll never get there. . ." (An American tail, Fievel said it when he is looking for his family)

My tears just shed, as its a terrible feeling; its like suddendly that your entire world doesn't mean a thing anymore.

"What's the point of trying so hard and u know that u'll never get there?"