Holding hands...

Saw this on buddy's blog. I think its very sweet, its been sometime since I held a gals' hand, other than my niece, which is like Friday (Xiao Zhen's daughter). Bleah... Haha...

Its a long long time...

It happened when I least expects.

I think life always play ticks on you.

When u are hunting high and low for something, no matter how hard u try, u will not find it. But the moment u don't need it, it suddenly appears. Deja-vu ... ?

I had spend a long long time searching but realised all that time was just a test for my patience, preparing myself for something greater. Ever since 2005 till now, I had changed a lot, in fact close to a total transformation. I'm sure my buddy can testify that.

I am happy with life now except that I believe I can achieve more results and show proof that I am worthy of achieving. bleah... But life is not about these tangible things, in fact, its the intangible that is important in life; like family, friendships, character, health... So often we took these for granted.

Gratitude is the key to appreciate life...

大城小爱....

Nice song... Heard it as I was walking home, really struck a chord with it.

乌黑的发围盘成一个圈
缠绕所有对你的眷恋
搁着半透明的脸
嘴里说的语言完全没有欺骗
屋顶灰色瓦片安静的画面
灯火是你美丽那张脸终于找到所有流浪的终点
你的微笑就输了疲倦

千万不要说天长地久
免的你觉的我不切实际
想多么简单就多么简单
是妈妈告诉我的哲理

脑袋都是你心里都是你
小小的爱在大城里好甜蜜
念的都是你全部都是你
小小的爱在大城里只为你倾心

乌黑的发围盘成一个圈
缠绕所有对你的眷恋
那城里只为你倾心终于找到所有流浪的终点
你的微笑就输了疲倦

千万不要说天长地久
免的你觉的我不切实际
想多么简单就多么简单
让我大声的对你说
i'm thinking of you

脑袋都是你心里都是你
小小的爱在大城里好甜蜜
念的都是你全部都是你
小小的爱在大城里只为你倾心

那回城的票根你留做纪念
不必害怕面对离别
剪掉一丝头发让我放在胸前
走到那里都有你陪
相随脑

袋都是你心里都是你
小小的爱在大城里好甜蜜
oh~~~~念的都是你全部都是你
小小的爱在大城里只为你倾心

拉拉拉拉拉~~~~~拉拉拉拉拉

乌黑的发围盘成一个圈
缠绕所有对你的眷恋
那一种寸步不离的感觉
我知道就叫做永远

Expresses my thoughts and feelings really well. =)

High Fever

I was some sort cheated to be at East Coast on tues. It was suppose to be a training, but I ended up being a free-labour. The water there is super dirty and the waves are quite strong too. The kids are having problem swimming, plus the visibility in the water is like 5cm. (Faint)

Think due to the dirty water, I had fever on tues nite. Took lots of panadol but it didn't really help. Went for movie and was shivering during the show; think those sitting around was super irritated. Sorry. My heart goes to the one who was with me shopping for Kaylee's birthday present. Cos on that day, wed, my brain is really very very slow. Suppose to go over god parents' place for dinner, but too tired and headed to bed once i got home. Sherry called to check on me and she totally don't believe me that I was having a fever. Instead she thinks that I'm encountering some setbacks in life again. =(
No vote of confidence. BooBoo...

Heed the advice of mum n sherry, worried abt the swine flu, I drag my tired body to the clinic, only to find my temperature is 39.9 degrees. I was so shocked. It has been a long time since my temperature hit abv 39. The last time I recalled was in BMT when my temperature is like 40 degrees and had to be admitted to hospital.

Hope I would be fit on Sun. ;)

A great surprise party for dad.

It was a job well done. Father is like shell-shock even after 30mins. I really think he is overwhelm and I had to repeat 3 times to tell him what to do, like make a wish, blow the candles (70 of them, with the help of 3 lighters, haha...), etc. Even when he is seated, he was still stunned. I took food for him, but he like totally stunned and didn't eat much. Haha... According to Sherry, he even cried. As we wanted, it to be a night that he will never forget and I believed that WE DID IT ! ! !

Really happy with all the relatives and friends presence and helped to keep it from Dad. Also, its a joyous occasion for the entire family to come together. We are planning to go back home on wed to show dad the photos and video we took today. Meantime also to give him some time to recover from the shell-shock. Haha...

Mission accomplished ! ! !

Is it a dream?

I kept asking myself the same qns today: "Is it a dream or its real? How can such good thing be happening in my life." I think its the third best thing that has happened in my life, if it actually happened. (U may wonder, why 3rd rite? Haha...)

Feeling pretty good the entire day. Was at Sensei's video and there was this part (guidance by Toda Sensei) which is like directed to me. "Youth should have excellent spirit." Sensei explained: "its excellent spirit and not excellent grades, excellent spirit encompasses a lot more than just grades." I was blown away... And my dear Mummy, patted on my legs, giving me the "see I told u" kind of look. (Faint...)

Was pretty occupied over the past few days with the planning of my dad's 70th birthday surprise party. I was over at dad's place, I could feel it is going to be a really great party and its worth all the effort we have put in. 2 days more... and the entire family is looking forward to it and we hope there's no screw up.

Looking forward to sat and mon.

Time to pick up the pieces.

After being in llc since 30th May, it is about time to gather myself and move on. Accept the fact and work even harder to live a life with no regrets.

During this tough time, one will be able to find out who are people that are concerned about your well being. I admit that I didn’t want to talk about it, instead chose to remain in my own world and enter a state of free fall. But this could also shows that one is not that important in their lives or becos they are currently facing crisis in their lives too.

From my bottom of my heart, thanks all for showing concerns.

It is not all about sadness in the past 2 weeks, there are also some good things like knowing more about a friend, watching a lot of movies, and swimming a lot more…

It has been a long time since I felt being at ease, comfort and most importantly I feel being myself with a friend (of cos buddies/ long time friends I will feel as ease, else how to be friends for so long, haha).

Watched “He’s just not that into you” yesterday, I felt I’m more like a gal than a guy described in the show, as gals would want commitment from their partners more than guys. In addition, guys tend to shun away from commitment. There’s also this part where one of the gals thought she was reading positive signs, but those are actually wrong ones. I think this happens to me very often, reading the wrong signs.

But anyway, need to reorganise, replan and realign my life...

Get your butt moving...